....

the same thing keep running in my mind, i dont think that i can even a good sleep tonight.
my past keep haunting me, telling me that i'm not deserve to be with him.
my heart keep telling me, he deserve to get better girl.
i know how deep is our love now and i cant even thinking to live without him but each time we talk about it, i cant even breath.

ps : if this is what i need to pay for all my mistake, i'll accept it. forgive me Allah, forgive me B.. I love u

Soul mate

Honestly, I'm not a good writer and to be more honest, I'm not the one who knows how to show/write my feelings. :)

So, here it is, the other half of me a.k.a my soulmate :-*
I LOVE YOU B

Q : Whay you keep posting about your lovey-dovey story?
A : Because I'm in love..

Teaser

Umm, I think I would like to share my passion towards arts.
So, here I post my current teaser which is freehand drawing and the other one is using MS Powerpoint.
ps: ugghhh, I think Photoshop, Illustator and StudioMax is much more difficult to use now( after leaving it for few month/years)

TRUST

T.R.U.S.T
I realize how bad I am to betray the trust that been given by someone that I deadly in love with.
It’s not easy to gain it back even though you are given a chance to prove that you’ve changed for good. Now, I’m wondering if I going to live with my past or everything will be better by time.

I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, it's not like that at all
There's a girl who gives a shit
behind this wall
You've just walked through it

L.O.V.E

Before - When nobody gives a damn when you are crying, you better start laughing though bitterly
Now    - When someone feels the same when you are crying, you better start laughing though bitterly

      

Day 1

Something happened to me lately, I feel more comfy, I can breath better and I am smiling without reason.
Having heart to heart talk with my other half make me realise about something that I never thought before.


ps:I'm learn to talk instead of listen & I'm learn to say NO instead of YES.